Absolutely not. [And that should be that, but...what if Kalim misjudged things, what if he did slip, what if things went badly, what if Carpet couldn't catch Kalim in time, what if his magic wasn't good enough, what if what if what if. And so on. Feelings are complicated. Wanting to hold a boy close and keep him from the world, have him as the one thing just for him, only for him...versus wanting to take that same boy and throw him into the nearest oasis repeatedly.
Feelings are complicated!]
Sometimes I feel like I spoil you too much. [Sigh. But, not quite looking at Kalim, Jamil offers him a hand, saying without saying for Kalim to rearrange himself so he can get back to holding him as he's not going to pick him up while Carpet's flying.]
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Feelings are complicated!]
Sometimes I feel like I spoil you too much. [Sigh. But, not quite looking at Kalim, Jamil offers him a hand, saying without saying for Kalim to rearrange himself so he can get back to holding him as he's not going to pick him up while Carpet's flying.]