[And it is at this point that Jamil doesn't...quite...sit up, but Kalim could feel him jerk. His attention is very firmly fixed on Kalim now, and he can't even pretend like he doesn't notice.
Jamil's mouth opens. It shuts again. It's even more firmly shut, more decisively shut, for a moment as he stares at Kalim like Kalim had just grown three heads and revealed he's Malleus' long lost second cousin. He opens it again.]
Where...?
[This is asked in a slightly hoarse voice, a quieter voice, before his mouth shuts again, and then remains decisively shut, as he bites his lip and-
And the sensible part of Jamil knows that he should keep his damn mouth shut.
He is not going to be sensible. He is going to ask the stupid question, knowing full well that it's a stupid question.]
Where do you want to...? [He can't say 'touch me' don't make him say 'touch me' there's places he's not prepared to go yet.]
it's sad because all of my inboxes have a last tagged date that's around the same time
Jamil's mouth opens. It shuts again. It's even more firmly shut, more decisively shut, for a moment as he stares at Kalim like Kalim had just grown three heads and revealed he's Malleus' long lost second cousin. He opens it again.]
Where...?
[This is asked in a slightly hoarse voice, a quieter voice, before his mouth shuts again, and then remains decisively shut, as he bites his lip and-
And the sensible part of Jamil knows that he should keep his damn mouth shut.
He is not going to be sensible. He is going to ask the stupid question, knowing full well that it's a stupid question.]
Where do you want to...? [He can't say 'touch me' don't make him say 'touch me' there's places he's not prepared to go yet.]