[Kalim hesitates. Only for a moment, Kalim hesitates; Jamil can see why. It's across his face. It's as if it was written in blood. He can see panic, he can see fear. He doesn't want to, but he sees it, and Jamil's not sure what he hates more: the fact that Kalim is afraid of him, or the fact that he can see it, taste it, touch it. It's only for a moment, but his hand almost, almost moves Kalim's hand away. He has some indifferent line on his lips, some deflection, a reminder about studying, maybe? Some excuse to make it easier-
That is when Kalim's hand moves.
Jamil's eyes widen. His gaze is fixed on Kalim, he inhales sharp, once, as he feels Kalim's fingers trace his skin. He trembles as Kalim's fingers trace something-or-another, his hands clenching something-or-another of Kalim - Kalim's arm, his body, his hip, whatever it is - just in case Kalim got the wrong idea from that trembling.
By the time Kalim kisses his neck, Jamil sighs.]
Kalim...
[A quiet gasp, a little pleading...but only a little, as pleading had never gotten him anywhere in the past, so why start now?]
We touch each other all the time. [This is his attempt to keep himself from unspooling, unraveling. To keep what he can of his composure, as Kalim is, as always, tempting in all things.]
i am v. dramatic and v. suspenseful
That is when Kalim's hand moves.
Jamil's eyes widen. His gaze is fixed on Kalim, he inhales sharp, once, as he feels Kalim's fingers trace his skin. He trembles as Kalim's fingers trace something-or-another, his hands clenching something-or-another of Kalim - Kalim's arm, his body, his hip, whatever it is - just in case Kalim got the wrong idea from that trembling.
By the time Kalim kisses his neck, Jamil sighs.]
Kalim...
[A quiet gasp, a little pleading...but only a little, as pleading had never gotten him anywhere in the past, so why start now?]
We touch each other all the time. [This is his attempt to keep himself from unspooling, unraveling. To keep what he can of his composure, as Kalim is, as always, tempting in all things.]